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Wondering Mind Of Eva: Learn To Laugh

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My nephew always puts a smile on my face.

Learn To Laugh…

The things people say are most likely going to be very shallow and condescending. It seems that nobody nowadays has any morals or good intensions.

I meet a guy, LTL, we hit it off and everything was going great then ….. the real LTL came out. I can’t believe he actually said this but, he told me that he didn’t expect to like me as much as he did and he couldn’t handle my line of work. I mean seriously? In what world is that all about? So you thought I would be good for a couple nights and cheap thrills, but I ended up exceeding your expectations and that’s a bad thing?

In the end it will be okay If it’s not okay its not the end.


I won’t ever claim to be the smartest, or prettiest, or mentally stable at all times. I will however, without a doubt claim to have a pure heart with the purest of intensions. I would never use someone for personal gain, especially without them knowing my intensions. I just don’t know what people get out of being so self absorbed.

Needless to say I am finding a lot comfort in my own company and learning that I am actually okay with being a one man group. Finding that special someone will happen someday. I know I am still young enough to find that special someone.


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My best friend was murdered on the April 26 and it brought a new light to my life. He was not in the best of health and he died in selfless act. He was helping a girl get moved out of an abusive relationship and the boyfriend came home and shot him.


My best friend in L.A., Kris.

With that being said, he is no longer in pain and finally resting. I love him
and miss him every day. I can honestly say I have dealt with so much loss lately, I am very much lost myself.

I have no idea how I keep such a positive outlook and upbeat attitude about life when it seems that life has it out for me, but I know nothing else and have no desire to have any other outlook. The world can be such a negative place if you allow it, and I won’t.

“Letting go is to forgive. If you can forgive you are letting go”


Always and 4 Eva Notty


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One comment

  1. Thanks so much for posting again, Eva. I really enjoyed what you shared in previous blogs and this is a nice surprise. I’ve always been curious about the story of any performer I enjoy and it’s commendable you’re willing to share so much. Not a lot of people openly talk about what you do, and I like reading someone I can relate to. Your eyes def stand out and convey a lot of what you write here. You’re right that you do need someone who is secure. Your scenes never come across as fake or a drudgery for you, and I think someone you’re with could understand that the connection you display in a scene is different from the one you have with them. Maybe it’s impossible not to connect at least a little with some co-stars? Guess it depends on various things. Still, I think it’s possible to balance the two.

    There’s a lot worse relationship situations someone could be in than with you traveling to shoot scenes. I would never bring raised voices and violence into one, but when your partner does, it can just wreck everything. What’s worse is when they deny the damage they do. My SO hasn’t pulled anything like that in a while, but if it starts happening again I might seriously take her up on her divorce suggestions. It’s tough to get out of things when you’ve got many joint commitments. These angry people are so nice at first. Sometimes things go real well. I think a lot of these raging partners often view their SO as a utility, especially after the honeymoon phase ends. If you are a good utility, you get treated nicely. If not, you get their rage.

    Like you have canine companions, I’ve got feline companions. They’re so loyal and much better company than the usual opportunists posing as friends I’ve encountered in my 30 some years. It’s true, a lot of people do disappear when they’ve gotten what they want from you or feel like someone else is offering something better. It’s like a lot of people are solely focused on material gain and don’t value a person to person connection. So many businesses and business partners get too greedy and you’ve lost a lot bc of money. But it’s not the worst form of loss.

    Loss of people and pets is complicated. It feels like something you can sorta get over, but not completely. The feelings seem to stay even if you’re not actively thinking about it. When it happens to a pet, it’s a lot worse for me. So good to read more from you, Eva. There’s gotta be someone out there with the vision and strength to appreciate you as a person.

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